I don't really have time to be here right now, but I just wanted to whine about going back to work tomorrow. I have a stack of paperwork to sort through. Which probably sounds like I'm a disaster. The fact is, I'm really NOT a disaster at home. My home is kind of like scary impeccable most of the time, because I'm nuts about it. Don't get me wrong, it GETS messy, but I am perpetually tidying. I'm more of a tidy-er than a clean-er. I do like things sterile, too. You know I'm a germophobe! Lol! Anyone who knows me at all surely knows that bit about me. I just don't like disorganization. And it's hard to be organized in the small spaces we live in, on a small budget . . .
Anyway. I go back to work tomorrow. And I'm sad for all the things I didn't get to do in the summer and on my leave. You think it's SO much time to do things, but it's so busy. I thought I would do so much more. Besides that, I'm just grieved to be away from my babies. If anyone in the world was made to be a stay at home mom, it's me. Some girls get bored at home. I thrive. It's the greatest.
So anyway. Back to it. I Love LOVE teaching, I love the little kiddos, I love being in an art room, it's fantastic. But I'd rather be home.
So I'm sad.
:(
What a blessed problem though, to have two gorgeous children with whom I'm so desperately in love - to miss and miss and miss while I'm away at a great job.
I can't really complain.
But I still do!
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